Date nite
Tra da
saturday night is date night for my lover and I..even though we have justed started living together we are trying to maintain some semblance of romance...
actually feel a little snotty , from a cold I have caught from my sweetie...
still in robe and date is due to start in half an hour...so what would I really like???
hmmm at this stage of eary move in time..I still feel a little fractured..some romance would be good...I am not sure my over is all that romantic...not in a conventional way...but its there more a soulfull thing..and me..well I am incurable.
we haven't communicated a lot this week as we have both been busy..must say when he is invoved in a project he is REEAAALLYY involved...I have learnt to respect his focus..something I envy actually...and yes I do have moments of "hello what about me'" but they are rare..I like my space , he likes his space.
Weirdly enough most of the population says they like their space..but when they get it..its all a bit freaky. Take the open relationship ...been in both and both have their merits...my current relationship started out as open but we have decided to go it alone together ...it felt better this way.though we are never quite in sync we humans..it was my decision first..and jealousy was not the main factor..it was time commitment and love..wanting a more intimate journey one on one..I am incredibly into sex and all the wonderful experiences one can have, but this was right for me..Lover said yes and proceeded to explore away from me..not fucking cool...I was hurt and betrayed..all he had to do was say no..and I would have been able to think of my options, I like to have choice.and honesty..as it turns out he just wasn't ready.and feared losing me.he is ready now ..so I bounce through trust issues and the wound is healing.
God knows I loved my playtime most of the time..I have had some outthere sexual moments...and my lover has too...I know we are both great fucks..intimate wild dynamic..and I still have the delicous feeing of just scratching the surface.Sometimes my mind and pussy will wander off and dream of what next scenarios, how I like him to fuck me..secret fantasies etc...yumm ong live imagination , because you gotta have one to make these situations real.
saturday night is date night for my lover and I..even though we have justed started living together we are trying to maintain some semblance of romance...
actually feel a little snotty , from a cold I have caught from my sweetie...
still in robe and date is due to start in half an hour...so what would I really like???
hmmm at this stage of eary move in time..I still feel a little fractured..some romance would be good...I am not sure my over is all that romantic...not in a conventional way...but its there more a soulfull thing..and me..well I am incurable.
we haven't communicated a lot this week as we have both been busy..must say when he is invoved in a project he is REEAAALLYY involved...I have learnt to respect his focus..something I envy actually...and yes I do have moments of "hello what about me'" but they are rare..I like my space , he likes his space.
Weirdly enough most of the population says they like their space..but when they get it..its all a bit freaky. Take the open relationship ...been in both and both have their merits...my current relationship started out as open but we have decided to go it alone together ...it felt better this way.though we are never quite in sync we humans..it was my decision first..and jealousy was not the main factor..it was time commitment and love..wanting a more intimate journey one on one..I am incredibly into sex and all the wonderful experiences one can have, but this was right for me..Lover said yes and proceeded to explore away from me..not fucking cool...I was hurt and betrayed..all he had to do was say no..and I would have been able to think of my options, I like to have choice.and honesty..as it turns out he just wasn't ready.and feared losing me.he is ready now ..so I bounce through trust issues and the wound is healing.
God knows I loved my playtime most of the time..I have had some outthere sexual moments...and my lover has too...I know we are both great fucks..intimate wild dynamic..and I still have the delicous feeing of just scratching the surface.Sometimes my mind and pussy will wander off and dream of what next scenarios, how I like him to fuck me..secret fantasies etc...yumm ong live imagination , because you gotta have one to make these situations real.
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