Tuesday, August 02, 2005

my lovely weekend

Rent today $800 ffffffuuucccckkkk
hate giving other people money
make note to self, buy house tomorrow!!!
Have shitfull cold, and no sense of smell
Make note to self...must check if cigarettes are bad for me...
bought amazing pair of shoes...add to imelda size pile and dream of summer days.
also bought skinny jeans total fashion victim today..they look cool though
and did I mention I NEVER pay retail
so my weekend.....


Whew well date night went really well...great food and wine ..I cooked and was completely in the groove to do so.I find cooking really grounding and its something I do really well.I did medium rare steaks on huge oven roasted field mushrooms with truffle oil loving them...I finished the steak with a red wine sauce ...no doubt I was craving protein.We had excellent conversation..I love my darlings intelligence, its great to hear the different perspectives from someone who has traveled and experienced life ...and also has a great and passionate soul.
The sex was energetic and deep..I adore the sensation of my juices running down his hips when I fuck him and how he rides up to meet me..Also he fucks me really deep and long which is what I crave..He is very connected to me during sex , and is totally affectionate as well..
Sunday was just as delicious, glorious sunshine and friends over for brunch and chats in the back yard.....I was developing a disgusting head cold, but battled through to an afternoon of chilling with wine and music ..thinking that I was extremely boho and artistic watching lover dance and having a toke. And being all elaborate.taking artsy fartsy shots of us doused in sunlight through the venetian binds..save the snotty tissues and the red nose and the teary eyes and the dry cough and the sneezing and the fact I was deaf in one ear!!!!
Nonetheless after a few hours of watching the sun go down we lit a fire, lit the candles and had such beautiful sex made more beautiful by the superb anal fucking that was slow and sure then frantic and deep and went for ever and I couldn't stop cumming....aaaaahhh
I also zone in on the fact that we stil do the dance around each other..sometimes its head you across the head obvious we want to get it on ....other times we seduce so subtly and that's just as yummy...
frankly I could take that beautiful cock in my mouth at anytime of the day,,he has such rock hardness and strength in his cock...feeling it grow in my mouth is dreamy...however back to the space thing..we also have lives so the anticipation is good..so far I feel I am getting what i need and giving what makes me feel right to give so its a win win.
Though I took a moment out today whilst I was writing an erotic story to try out a new whizz bang all rotating deep thrusting clit tickling vibe...worked a treat...but it was a quick leveler and not in anyway related to the energy I have for my guy.
Then he fixed the tap that I turned too hard and it wouldn't stop dripping and I did some gardening ....made cookies and had a friend over to have a tea in the yard!!!!
.A friend whose boyfriend is seemingly exploring the world of submission without her...she is gutwrenched but she is also not a domme..See I think sexual compatibility and belief systems are huge so why wait till you are almost married to share vital kinks and perversions????..do it early, communicate for gods sake...life and love are too important to dick around with, he has known of his kinks for ages and now she feels powerless and then theres that infidelity clause...it hurts ..what even hurts more I think, is the disease of jealousy and suspicion...ugly place to in...
my poor darling friend is infected as I have been once or twice...not something your average anti biotic can cure..serious medication required such as self love and confidence building. Oh of course if that's all it took!!!!!
I am no sage ...
just a very naughty girl trying to get by in the world. ..still sniffing but not so much, thankfully my medication is working.

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